I went to the mall a half hour away yesterday after posting. (Ours is kinda crappy.) I wasn't really in the mood to shop, but I needed to so I went. I needed out of the house for a bit. I started off in JcPenny's and didn't have much luck at all at finding anything. At least nothing jumped out at me and I wasn't in the mood to dig through hundreds of clothes to find something. Adam met me there after work and I had only been there about 5 minutes, but I had already wandered off to the baby section. Ever since Hunter was born, I have enjoyed looking at baby stuff. It is so cute. I showed a few things to Adam when he met up with me and he put them in his hands and then he put like 5 more outfits in his hands. So appariently we were shopping for the baby the whole time and Adam is convinced that he likes the name Parker just from reading it off of one of those websites that has baby names on it. I told him I couldn't name him Parker cause my friends just named their son Parker, but looks like Parker it is.
So after we bought lil Parker 7 new outfits, we wandered over to Motherhood and I got 1 nice shirt, 2 undershirts for it (its a lil see-through so I have to have a shirt under it), 1 pair of black slacks, and 1 pair of jeans. Wahoo. I was pretty stoaked that something fit. I have had a hard time in the past making something fit there. But it worked. So needless to say I have a cute outfit and a new pair of jeans for all the activities we have that I need to dress nicer for!!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
So...
Posted by Kimberly at 8:39 AM 1 comments
Labels: Randomness
Friday, October 10, 2008
Disgusted
I hate being so emotional. You know I am grateful to be pregnant but I hate this. I don't care what anyone says. I cry at the blink of an eye and no one knows why. I don't know why. I just happens. The slightest things offend me. Someone raising their voice to me, Adam leaving and going to work, being compared to other people. I know there are people in this world that would do anything to be able to carry their own child for 10 lovely months. I love it. I love hearing the little heartbeat and seeing him on the ultrasound. I love feeling him move around and kick. I hate the things it has done to me though.
I have always been emotional but it has gotten worse. I just get so sad or so mad at times and I can't seem to help it. I hate when other people compare their pregnancy to mine. I am not you I am different. We are all different. It's like your pregnant and that's the thing to talk about. I don't know why I hate it, but I do. It's like your pregnancy couldn't be worse than theirs or something I dunno. My pregnancy hasn't been bad. I have been doing well, but come on.
I hate only having a select wardrobe. And select I mean that I can now only fit into 3 pair of capris and the shirts I wear are just the perfect fit tees from Old Navy because the maternity ones are huge on me. These are tight around my stomach, but they fit and at least I'm comfy. I hate not looking cute like my friends did when they were pregnant (yeah hil you are one of them). I look at their pictures and just get disgusted because I can't find anything modest and cute for maternity ladies. Here in Texas I guess they assume that pregnant ladies have no sense of style or something. I have two dresses I fit in and so they get rotated out every Sunday. My denim skirt is getting snug, but I still wear it occasionally to change it up. You can't just buy clothes online because half the time they aren't modest enough (if you know what I'm saying).
After I have this kid, my goal is to lose lots of weight so I can fit in cute clothes and not look like a blob. Hence why my title is called disgusted because I feel disgusted and I wanted to go shopping for new clothes, but I'm kinda not in the mood now thanks to well nevermind.
I am just in a bad mood and felt like complaining. The End.
Posted by Kimberly at 3:14 PM 1 comments
Labels: Venting
Adam's Happy Birthday
Well I'll admit that Adam probably didn't have the best birthday he's ever had and I tried to make it a good one because it is the first one since we have been married. He didn't want to go to work yesterday. He just wanted to stay home, but knows that we don't get paid if he doesn't go to work so on his way he went. I made him a little lunch (I think we may continue this...its cheaper than him going to subway everyday). He came home and I had dinner pretty much ready. He wanted french bread pizza. Why you ask. I have no idea. He said that is what he wanted. So I made that and corn. Afterward Matt brought his cookie out. I didn't want him to know that we got him one, but he had a pretty good idea because lately we have been doing cookies for everything. It was cute. It said Happy Birthday Adam (the Adam looked stupid though they wrote it weird) and it had a guitar with music notes.
He hasn't really been playing his guitar since we got married. I think cause he is tired all the time from working all day and then homework at night. We get in bed between 10-12 every night, but he doesn't fall asleep until like 2 or 3 poor guy. My head hits the pillow and I am out in about 20 minutes. He plays on Matts occasionally but not much. He hung one of his guitars on our wall though. It's a nice fit you know my decor and his decor.
Well back to his birthday...I had Matt go with me to pick out his gift because I really had no idea what to get him. He is so hard to shop for. I pick things out in the store and he never likes it. He picks things out and I don't like it. Etc. I think I smelled half a dozen cologne samples yesterday and finally found one I like. I got him Armani Code. He loves it. It is one that Matt likes too, so if Matt liked it, I was pretty certain Adam would too because they are a lot alike. After he saw his cookie I went and got his gift and he was excited. I was sad I couldn't get him more than one gift, but at least it was a nice one.
I have cut my hours back at work to two days a week. They don't really like it because I never close, etc. But come on. I have been there what 3 years and I'm the manager and pregnant and taking 16 hours at school. I am just getting tired of being there. The owner might not like it, but my replacement is there almost every day and she has been taking over a lot of things. If I am there with her all the time, she will never learn how to take care of things on her own. Matt gives me the hardest time because he wants to be there just as much as I do, but he is having a hard time finding a new job. I feel so bad for him. There isn't much I can do about it though.
Our weekends have been filling up as well. Conference last weekend. A wedding and family reunion this weekend. Then Kari's shower. Then all the girls in my family are going to Time out for Women in San Antonio (Adam said him and Matt are going to party with out Kari and Me home). November hasn't quite filled up as much as October, but we have Kari's Wedding and then December is our family Christmas one weekend then real Christmas and then January will be right around the corner and so will the birth of our little boy. Adam has been helping clean things up around the area as well. He complains that he never gets to sleep in. But that is life and he'll have to get over it. I keep reminding him that when the baby comes, he won't be able to sleep in anymore because we will "get" to take turns with the baby. He tells me that's why he needs lots of sleep now. Well that's it for now. Sorry I never got cute pictures of Adam posted, but that's life...you'll see. :)
Posted by Kimberly at 12:43 PM 1 comments
Labels: Celebrations
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Ode to my Speech
Everyone thinks they are cool enough to say "ode to ..." I wanted to be cool to, but I don't really have an ode I just have the facts on my speech that I was scared to death to give.
So as you read on Tuesday, I did not get to give me speech. I had Matt write my name on the board when he got there so that I could be first to get it over with. He gets there before I do because he has to get a parking spot. I use a special pass to park up close since I'm 6 month pregnant (I am glad I do too it was storming Tuesday when we got out of class). So I leave about 7:40 or so and get there right before class starts. I was first. I was so nervous. My hands were shaking. I couldn't get a breath. It felt like I was fighting for air. I had to take a few pauses to breathe. He said I did good. That I needed to breathe from my diaphram more yadda yadda yadda. I got a 94 on that little speech. YES you heard (read) correctly. I aced it. I was so excited. Our next speech is a "How To" speech so I think I am going to do it on how to make my chocolate chip cookies (well mom's recipe not mine). My friends and roommates seem to think they are good. So I think I'll do okay. We'll see.
Baby Haynes has really been kicking me lately. It is cool to be laying in bed and to feel him moving around. I can't wait for January. Graduation is a month before my due date and I had a dream last night that my water broke as I was receiving my diploma. Can you believe it. That's why Mom I shouldn't walk at graduation. I should just pay to have it mailed to me. :)
It's Happy Birthday to ADAM today. He's the big 24...I'll post some cute pictures of him later.
Posted by Kimberly at 12:00 PM 1 comments
Labels: Randomness
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Such a Slacker


My sister, Caryn, made these for me and gave them to me at my bridal shower. (That was back in Feb.) Adam and I finally went and got the picture things so we could hang them on the wall. I am so excited that they are finally hanging up. Adam was trying to hang them up level, but it wasn't working out. We decided to hang them at different levels so that we wouldn't have to make them level and it adds character. I love it. They have been laid out on the bar, but I was tired of them being on the bar. So thanks Caryn for my lovely gift. I love them, but have been a slacker and haven't remembered to get the hanger things.
Posted by Kimberly at 10:52 PM 1 comments
Labels: Randomness
Well
I have been getting excited. It has been so long since we found out we were going to have a baby. I hate that I found out at like 4 or 5 weeks, it has sure made for a long pregnancy. But I am over half way there. I think only 15 weeks to go!! Wahoo. Which is really crazy because I think there are only 10 1/2 weeks left of school as well. I can't believe it. I am ready to have that lil diploma in my hands. I am not wanting to walk at graduation because of how large I will be, but mom really wants me to, so we shall see. I keep getting picked on that Adam is getting two diploma's because he helps me with my homework. Things that I just can't grasp or understand.
I am really having a hard time trying to figure out what to get the love of my life for his birthday. I knew his birthday was tomorrow, but I just kinda put it off. UGH. I am so bad about that. Luckily I am off all day today and all day tomorrow. He is just so picky when it comes to things. What to do what to do.
Posted by Kimberly at 11:38 AM 2 comments
Labels: Randomness
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Drum Roll Please...
So all the freaking out about my speech...
All the nerves...
All the anticipation...
I get to class today and sign up on the board and I'm going to be the fourth speech...
Yes the fourth...
Finally I will get to do my speech and get it over with...
It's about an hour and fifteen minute class...
So I am not too worried...
We only got through three speeches today...
Yes...
That's right...
Three...
I was number FOUR...
I have to wait another day to give my speech...
Isn't that crazy...
Ugh...
All the nerves are still in there...
All the panic...
All the anticipation...
I have to fret until Thursday now...
It is KILLING me...
UGH...
Continue to think about me because I feel as though I will never get to give my speech...
No I will have to wait for forever...
Posted by Kimberly at 10:26 AM 5 comments
Labels: Randomness